For me, our new family home has put a lot into motion. Already in the beginning of this amazing project, I was overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by the beauty of nature, the amazing view at Mt Shasta and the nice energy of the land. But also overwhelmed by a strong feeling that this place is going to have a big impact on my personal life.
I arrived at the end of October whilst the others had been living at our new place since the beginning of October. As soon as I arrived at our new house in Mount Shasta, it was clear for me that I wasn’t going to be able to stay in my old paradigm. This simply wouldn’t work. The place and the new family (families) around do not support that. This is a great gift for the part of me which is able to let go of the old and follow the flow in the moment. But there’s also a part of my personality which feels more uncertain. My logical mind starts bringing up all kinds of practical questions: What’s in it for me? What will be my contribution in our programs, to the land and in the community of Mt Shasta? How can I combine my business in education and being a consultant in the Netherlands when I’m more often in Shasta and how can I contribute to the projects for young adults in the Netherlands?
The energy of Mount Shasta is pretty strong. It’s clear: stepping in our new Telosian Living project means stepping out my more or less regulated life in the Netherlands. Even parts of my work got stuck which had a very natural flow before. As if the Divine or my other Selves are helping me to reorganize, to create space for the even more pioneering new. Telosia invites me to reconsider my life, my work and my way of living in family and relationships. I listened to a channeling from Kryon, where he states: ‘don’t be surprised if the furniture in your house has moved itself when you come back home after an intense experience’. I can totally relate to that. My first visit of Mt Shasta in the fall of 2014 changed more than I can realize at this moment. Stepping out of the old and stepping into the new. A good start for 2015, with a lot of new and beautiful people and possibilities to built together on the new earth.